America The Beautiful

http://americathebeautifuldoc.com/

Was able to watch this documentary the other night and it was amazing, very enlightening.  I definitely recommend this to everyone, especially those of us with young girls to raise.

Good Advice On Any Account.

If you have trouble understanding why things are happening, ask some questions.

Christmas….

Another Christmas passed.  It was such a wonderful day.  Christmas Eve leading into Christmas brought time with friends and family.  For the first time I played Santa and it was sooo much fun, sneaking presents under the tree and stuffing the stockings.  I thought the kids we’re going to freak out this morning!  I can’t say enough times how amazing Dustin is and how lucky and blessed I feel to have found him and to have him in my life.  It’s like finding a new best friend.   A hot new best friend. lol  tomorrow it is back to work, which I am not looking forward to. I don’t feel like I’ve had enough time away from the craziness of the holidays and tomorrow will only be back in full force with the exchanging and returning and so on and so forth.  I look forward to the days ahead when things will actually get back to normal a bit.  Have I made any resolutions for this new year, not yet, and honestly I never follow through on them so I’m not sure if I will make any this year.  I guess we will find out in the week to come.  Until then I hope everyone has had a blessed Holiday!

Have You Seen Me?

Missing For Three Weeks From The Brown School Road Area in Maryville, TN

if any information please contact kandikirk@gmail.com

Last Seen With A Black and Silver Collar on, Goes by the Name PANDORA

I hate snow.

I Hate Snow! Enough Said.

Next On My List…..

Moved again.

I just got done moving for like the 10 millionth time, and no matter how many times I do it, it never gets any easier.  I don’t know if it’s letting go of the past or stepping out of my comfort zone, or the darkness of the great unknown, but moving always causes me anxiety.  I find myself sitting here again in tears.  Boxes upon boxes of my belongings packed and stacked, I don’t even know why I bother to unpack when it seems in 12 months or less I’ll just be packing it back up again.  And who knows under which circumstances the next move will fall.  It seems no matter what I try ill will befalls me, whither it’s an angry ex or a supposed friend who’s lost their cool.   The worst thing about this move is I’ve lost a dear companion, my poor cat Pandora ended up missing I’ve had her for 8 years and now she’s gone, and I don’t even know where to begin looking.   She was a good friend and she went through a lot with me. I am going to miss her dearly.  At this point I feel like I’m just babbling trying to get it all out, I’m sure I just need some sleep, and tomorrow I will wake up and start the dreaded chore of unpacking and decorating my new place until I feel comfortable.   I once again find myself in lucks path in that I have a loving boyfriend who is willing to put up with this mess I call my life.  He’s truly amazing.

Happy Thanksgiving Everyone!

Empty

Through these empty eyes, I see nothing

Through this empty heart I feel pain.

Through these misconceived words I say everything I want to say

Through your empty mind you hear only what you want to hear.

Through these empty kisses I get nothing

A glimpse of what you’re offering.

Through these empty walls I hear breathing and hearts beating.

Through these empty sounds, there is life but I’m losing it.

Through this empty house I see us shadows of who we used to be.

Through these empty shadows I see the hope of what could be.

Through this empty hope I see nothing, the reality of what we will be.