So this is it.  My Thirtieth birthday is drawing closer and closer.  I would like to say I’m 29 and holding strong, but lately everything seems to be falling apart.   I’m not where I thought I would be at 30 but then again I don’t think anyone is realy where they want to be exactly when they turn 30.  Then again maybe some people get lucky and everything works out exactly as they had always hoped.  As for me I’m single.  I am so very very single.  My car is a POS and I am trying to buy a new one, because I can barely get back and forth to work.  I need to find a new place to live so I am on my own again and surrounded by my own stuff which I miss.  So yes I am 30 I have no a shi tty car, I don’t own a house, I have no kids, I am single, and everynight I sleep with an oversized Orangutang that my exboyfriend gave me.  I’m pathetic.  I hope my 30’s turn out to be way better than my 20’s because my 20’s have sucked.  Wow I realy do need to get a new positive attitude.  I will put that on the top of my check list.

~ by strangerswithkandi on May 27, 2009.