Hmm..

So I’ve been feel so blah lately.  Totally up and down, going to the doc tomorrow to have them check my meds. Hate absolutely hate being on medication that controls my moods, anyone else in the same boat knows what I mean, I hate having a “chemical imbalance”  Who came up with that term anyways.  It makes me sound like a science project gone arry.   On day 5 at work, one more to go and I can relax.  Rooms a mess need to find a way to orgainize it a little better.  Need a shelf I think that would realy help.  No man to speak of. Too chicken shit to tell the one I want that I want him, well I don’t know that he’s in a position to start a relationship, so part of it is being too chicken shit and another part is trying to respectful of him.  That’s life I suppose, always looking for the right time to make the right move and so on and so forth.  Hopefully things will get interesting soon and I’ll  have something exciting to talk about, until then I’ll just enjoy the peace and calmness of my life……

~ by strangerswithkandi on June 15, 2009.